God will provide!

Last Sunday I was listening to our preacher preach on the new prayer series that they are doing at the church. It hit me that I need to spend more time in prayer and to be stil and know that he is God and stop my busy way of life and to really take time to spend in prayer. It reminded me to of the time I was prophesied over a few years ago by a patients family member and how the Lord desired to speak to me but it needed to be in a quiet place so that I can clearly listen. It was pretty profound and spot on. Later that day i was thinking of my friend who I could ask to go to one of the local concerts with me and then 30 min later I saw her at another local event ..it was pretty weird considering I was just thinking of her. Also at this local event called Niceville strong they were playing such great christian music that was just hitting my soul. They then called all healthcare workers and front line people to stand up and be prayed over. The previous week I was asking for the Lord to fill me with Joy since I felt it lacking greatly in my job as I'm currently fighting the vaccine mandate at my work. The prayer they prayed was specifially for joy to be infused in us. WOW!!!! It was absolutly amazing!! I went to a medical freedom rally a few days later in Pensacola and it was so inspring to see such great Doctors such as Ryan Cole and Peter McCollough and then they called out a legal person and out walked Jeff Childers who is represting me and many others that work at my hospital system. It was so GREAT!!! Then today I was handed a painting that I had won from a fundraiser that was local (I had put my name in a drawing) and it was a pic of flowers multicolored in a vase. I didn't notice at first the scripture that was written in red that states "God will provide all your needs". Wow!!! Teping out away from the culture! His timing is always perfect. That's what I feel I'm doing with standing up for my Religious Freedom concerning this mandate for a very dangerous vaccine. I as a nurse have seen many bad things such as blood clots, heart attack, stroke, heart problems, elevated liver enzymes, neurological deficits. This vaccine should be FREEDOM OF CHOICE and no one should threaten or coerce anyone into taking it and by no means should someone lose their very job over this. It's not right, it's unconstitutional and it goes against the nuremberg code. This vaccine is still experimental therefore we have a right to SAY NO even if it wasn't. We all need to stand up for freedom whether you took this vaccine or not. If you live in America the Land of the FREE and the home of the BRAVE, NOW is the time to stand up? The question is will you join me???

333 again

Sorry I haven't posted in awhile. Life has been busy especially during these crazy and troubling times however The Lord is still on his throne and He does win in the end so it's good to keep that perspective no matter what you may be going through. I was getting ready for work monday and I was thinking about 333 and a thought popped into my head 3 plus 3 plus 3 is 9 which 9 also stands for the month of September..not really sure how that's significant but it could be being that things are escalating all over the place. Well I went to work and didn't think too much more of that thought and then I went into one of my patient rooms and there was a patient with a tatoo on his left arm "333". I was blown away..WOW and WOW!!! I asked him about the tatoo and he said "I see the number everywhere all the time and it's an Angelic number so I got the tatoo a week ago"..I then shared my long story how i see that number and what I think it means (see my previos blog for all that info). It was truly AMAZING!!! What are the chances of that happening and that he would be my patient??? I did take a photo with his permission so you can see for yourself. That made my day/week and month :)

JOY

So at the beginning of this year my friend asked me "what is your word for the year?" I said Joy because it's my middle name and we need JOY after 2020..it was just a hard, and difficult year. This morning I was feeling upet at God since my 2 friends are suffering with Cancer and I just felt so heavy and I was begging God to heal them. Those are the things I will admit I have a hard time understanding but we are limited in our understanding as humans as we can't see the big picture but God can. I was at my mom's house this evening for dinner and we were outside in the yard and I looked up because of the beautiful sunset and the word "JOY" was in the clouds!! I kept looking and it was there again next to the original and then over to the rt side of it again!! 3 times the word JOY appeared in the sky as well as faces..I really felt God trying relaying the fact that yes we will go through difficulty but there is JOY if we stop and look for it. He's always there, he will never leave you nor forsake you. So please remember no matter what you are going through there is JOY and there is definetely JOY awaiting for us on the other side in heaven where there will no more tears or suffering. That is a promise we can hold on to. So take heart my friends, This too shall pass and no matter what look for the JOY!

In person church

The other day My husband said he would like to go to church in person as we had been watching from home due to covid. He was actually suppoosed to work that Sunday but had gotten a call that he didn't have to go in (miracle) and I didn't have to work till 12 that day so I could attend with him. He even got up early that day to get his gym time in so we could be on time and so it was amazing..just the two of us sitting in person church (we dropped our younger one in the church nursery)...As we were worshipping I heard the Lord say "Today is the day".. not really sure I knew what that meant but felt that he was going to do something big. The message started and BOOM .. it was on the M word..Marriage..and about the importance of Praying with your spouse. We did do this early on in our marriage but then we drifted away from it since my husband told me he had doubts about Jesus even though he was raised Christian but he went off to College and he got confused. I believe he is there but just needs some more prompting. After all it was his idea a few years ago to go over to Israel and walk where he walked. That alone was amazing and he was quite amazed. Anyway I felt like God was waking us up to do more in our marriage. To pray together even if the other one isn't completely there or in a different area of their walk. I left there feeling like I was walking on a cloud..I asked my husband after how he felt and he said "yes i defintely think that was intresting". God is awesome!

The pedestrian

So On my way home from work this past Saturday and I saw 2 cars not moving in the intersection and I thought that is odd..I peered around and there was a body lying in the middle of the road! I immediately parked my car to the side and ran to his aide and he was breathing and I told the other guy to tell the 911 people to get here stat. I asked anyone if they had gloves as this guy had massive bleeding and the guy just happened to have gloves and this other guy had a reflective vest so He could direct traffic until police arrived. I then held this guy's c-spine in place while we waited and spoke calmly to the patient and then I felt the holy spirit and started speaking words of Life into him and speaking the blood of Jesus over him and the prayer of salvation. I'm not sure if he heard me or not but I felt it was the most important thing I could do for him at the time. As a nurse I did feel helpless since I didn't have "equipment" but the holy spirit equipped me for what I was to say and to help him for ETERNITY! His very life was on the line. The police arrived and I was able to apply pressure to his head wound while trying to maintain c-spine stabliziation and then ems came and applied c-collar and they attempted intubation. we were trying to get the helicopter to come but the winds were too high. They then took the patient to an area hospital. I was then able to stay around for an hour while they cleared the scene and during that time I was able to witness to the driver that hit the patient. I Just really felt God had all 3 of us there at the right time and equipped all 3 of us to do the jobs that were needed for that time. It truly was a miracle. On monday I went to bible study and my friend Janet Powell spoke about " Displaying, defending and Declaring the Gospel" Wow.. perfect timing...especially too with all the political things going on..I really felt this in my spirit to do all 3 of those things just a few days ago and I really feel it now more so than ever in all of my christian life of living. I think we as Christians need to rise up and be the light in the Dark. It's so very important no matter who the President is because the thing is We all answer to God and to no one else. I follow God's holy word (or try to) and if it doesn't measure up to his word I will not participate in that . WE really need to decide if we are going to be apart of the mainstream culture or be set apart!!! Now's the time! Praying for all of us and for this Nation! I hope that there is a Huge revival that no one has ever seen! :)

3 Butterflies on my dad's birthday

Today is a difficult day as it's my Dad's 70th Birthday (he passed away almost 3 years ago). He was such a light to soooo many. I was walking with my son this am and I saw an orange butterfly fly at me..and I thought I want so see a yellow one (as I thought of yellow reresents life and light and that's what my dad was..right after I thought that a yellow butterfly flys in front of me..wow!!!! Then the Holy Spirit said "wait, there's more". Then a second one flew by from another direction. Then I thought well God always does things in threes and then I saw a third one! This all took place literally in one minute. It was Amazing!!! I really felt the presence of my dad today. I know he's celebrating his birthday in heaven. Oh how I miss him!!! Thankful for the love tap!

3 rainbows!

I made a last min decision to take my girls down to Orlando before school started to go to Disney world! Yes I probably was crazy but I thought life is short and I want to have fun so why not? Also the prices were cheap and people had reported low lines which never happens there.. so we took advantage of it.. as we were traveling down we went through some pretty heavy rain storms and I thought "there's going to be a rainbow"..Looked to my left and there it was! Driving about 30 min later another one appears and then I thought well God always does things in threes with me so there's going to be a third and about an hour later a third one! I really felt he blessed our trip in more ways than one..by his ultimate protection on the road and while out and about and just bringing my girls and I closer together. I love my husband and my son but that time with the girls was very much needed as well. I feel super blessed!!