Surprise!!!

So going back to 2018 where I left off... A lot had happened that year with the death of my father and my grandmother falling and going to live with my mom and then eventually ended up in the nursing home since she kept falling...well in May we got a major surprise and I found out I was pregnant with my 3rd child! Keep in mind we weren't "trying" and I thought I was done as I had 2 teenagers at the time..I was scared but also excited as I never felt "closure" after having Ashley and I remember God told me "if you have a 3rd baby it will be a boy with blue eyes and red hair".. I kind of brushed it off which I know I shouldn't have but I was content with our cirumstances for the time being..well a few months later we found out we were having a BOY!!! I thought of the name Ryan (I always liked that name) and Phillip for middle name (after my dad who had passed away that year) and I told my mom and she said " you do know that we were going to name you Ryan Phillip if you had been a boy?" WOW!...Talk about confirmation!!! Fast forward..He was born on Jan 23, 2019..and he does have red hair and blue eyes..He currently is now 17mo old and he is such a HUGE BLESSING that goes above and beyond all my expectations.. God is sooooo GREAT and I believe he used my son to bring us such Joy during our time of grief over losing my father.."He gives and takes away"....