Thursday, October 31, 2013
pity party
This morning didn't start out very well..my daughter misplaced her library book and one of my biggest pet peeves is things getting misplaced..I then had a yelling match with my daughter since she said she didn't need to test on that AR book and needed to test on another one..long story short..I didn't act like I should have and of course apologized later. I also had a pity party for myself and told the Lord "I'm done" since I'm just sooo tired of cleaning and just doing and being so many things to so many people etc..like I said I was having a huge pity party that we all need to do every now and then..just to vent..if you know what i mean. Anyhow..as I'm driving to my bible study that I was in desperate need of by the way..I was listening to Psalm 91:1 and they said the verse of the day is 1Peter 5:8-9 talking about the devil prowling around like a roaring lion seeking someone to devour!..I felt that I was being spirtually attacked by the enemy by letting myself escalate and to think of unpleasant things..I then repented to the lord, I prayed for protection and that I can do all things through Christ who gives me strength..etc. In my weakness: he is made strong!. So I had this awesome time spent in prayer with the Lord and then I turn my radio back on as I"m pulling in the parking lot and this song that was on that I NEVER heard before and it was by Royal Tailor entitled "Remain"
Royal Tailor - Remain (Single) Lyrics
Royal Tailor - Remain
From the album Remain (Single)
I know you're feeling weighed down
It's all on your shoulders
I know the dreams in your head
Don't look any closer
I'm gonna make you stronger
Hold on just a little bit longer
Cause I'll be there
When you feel like you're going under
Yea I'm gonna be there for ya, yea
The sky could fall
The ground could shake
The stars burn out
And seasons change
Time will pass and beauty fade
But all My love will remain
When there's a secret to tell
It's locked and I'll keep it close
When you're walking through fire
I'll take you to streets of gold
I'm gonna make you stronger
Hold on just a little bit longer
Cause I'll be there
When you feel like you're going under
Yea I'm gonna be there for ya, yea
And when the world all around you
Is out of place
And you can't seem to find a familiar face
I'm here to remind you
My love remains
WOW!!!!!!!!!! It spoke right to me..the very core of my being..but I was going to get out of my car and then another song which I NEVER heard before came on by Jaime Thietten..Here are the lyrics to "It's a Good day":
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Nother Day too much to do, Keep checkin' things off
Seems like you'll never get through,
And life keeps on flyin' by
Always say yes, never say no
Spinnin' those plates, round and around you go
Never stop to ask yourself why
But hold on, let's wait a minute
It's a Good Day good day to be alive
Everyone sing now
So let's do more than just survive
That's what I'm sayin'
Don't lose sight, of all the beauty that surrounds you
Don't let it pass you by, It's a good day to be alive
Well the birds don't run and hide
When the sun gets stuck behind the clouds in the sky
They know it's gonna be alright
When the flowers feel the rain
Comin' down they don't melt into the ground
And question the grand design
Cuz the sun, will come back around yea,
It doesn't matter, the path that you take
Keep your eyes open and see the love along the way, yeah
WOW again!!! I was so overcome by the spirit and just sat in my car and bawled like a baby..It was so amazing..well then I go to women of the Word and I find out that a 23 year old school teacher died of a brain aneurysm..just like that..gone..Lesson: EACH DAY IS A BLESSING and we should live each day as if it's our last! and SEE the good around us and JUST ENJOY LIFE and seeing GOD in EVERYTHING!! So no matter what you are going through God is with you ..He cares about your pity party and for all the little things and Big things as well..the love that he has for each and every one of us is so amazing! Even in the Darkness His light will shine!!!
Just a side note: I did get an email during bible study from one of my besties mom's and she said her daughter felt an overwhelming attack from the enemy as well and we all need to put on our armor of God!!!
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